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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Wed, 25 May 2005 01:16:46 GMT

Okay, I know I'm retired and all... but you should all do this and post it in my comments... I want lots of comments with these answers.
I think it was really cool.

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band.

Glenn
My Artist: Type O Negative
Are you Male or Female: Green Man
Describe Yourself: Xero Tolerance
How Do You Feel About Yourself: I Don't Wanna Be Me
Describe Your Ex: "Several" - Prelude To Agony, Can't Lose You, Be My Druidess, Love You To Death
Describe Your Current BF/GF: "Several" - Everyone I Love Is Dead, Less Than Zero, Stay Out Of My Dreams
Describe Where You Want To Be: Glass Walls Of Limbo

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Wed, 04 May 2005 01:08:47 GMT

Well guys and gals...
I'm sure you all saw this coming.

It is time for your favorite vampire to sign off and disappear into the night.

I have managed this page for almost 2 years, and I guess I just got bored with it... and time has gone on and I have moved on.

You can find my new site on MySpace... I know it is sad, but I have moved to bigger and better pastures.

You all be safe... stay out of trouble.

Until next time...
Farewell.

P.S.
You can find my new site at:
http://www.myspace.com/lestat6913
http://www.myspace.com/lestat6913

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 23:12:42 GMT

So today was one of those days... It was a good day, however it was bad in the same token. It seems you cannot have the good without the bad... go figure.

At work today, no bosses, no supervisors, and no upper management all day. It was an awesome day. And for some reason, it seemed to be the most productive day I have had in a long long time. I managed to get my filed down to an amount i have not seen since training back in like April. On the other hand, if I keep this up, i best be asking for more and more work... and this is something that cannot be. I do not want more work, though i know it is only a matter of time before i get more.

The down side... well it seems as my days go on and on, my past is creeping up on me. What once was buried and forgotten... finally... somehow managed to show up again. I hate this. I want nothing more than to forget about my past. I dont need to be bothered with all the bullshit i have been through. I really dont need to be pineing over something that will neevr come back. She is gone... get the fuck over it... christ, it has been months now, and damn near a year really... FUCK damnit! Just forget it! But no... my brain or something will not allow me the pleasure. Fuckin pisses me off.

I hope with the rest of this week, i can just forget it, and i can enjoy the rest of my week. Thursday I will be going to see "The Music" at Irving Plaza in NY... which should be awesome. Friday i took the day off of work to just get the hell outta there, and lord knows when ill get home on thursday... so better safe than sorry. I'm not sure what is going on this weekend, though i was under the impression at some point i might get to see my Aunt and finally see "The Forgotten" which I'm itching to see! So i will hear from her soon I hope. Monday is a holiday for my work, so I'm off that day too, NICE, 4 day weekend! And best of all, on Friday, i get my taxes, my bonus, and my paycheck all together! Oh yeah! I can pay off my credit card, fix the brakes on my car, and still have some play money! Score!

Thanks all for now...
Farewell.

Song of the Day: No One by Fear Factory
Any of you metal heads will know this song... and know how awesome it is!

Lyrics:
violence in my head
like a thorn that pierced my skin
spilling strength on the floor where i stand
it surrounds me, controls me
shows weakness inside me

they've tried to kill me
but they won't succeed!

no one
no one
no one can deny

sadness in my heart
like a storm that ripped apart
all the fragments of what was happiness
it takes over, and numbs me
shows the fear inside me

they've tried to kill me
but they won't succeed!

no one
no one
no one can deny

take one more shot at me
and believe!

takes over and numbs me
shows the fear inside me!
inside!
inside my head!

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 00:07:13 GMT

FUCK VALENTINES DAY! I HATE THIS FUCKING HALLMARK HOLIDAY.

THANK YOU, I'M DONE.

Farewell... for now...
-Lestat

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 00:18:56 GMT

Ugh, Home on a Saturday night...
This sucks....

Nothing more to say.

Farewell...

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 02:28:06 GMT

Well, its 10:20pm on a Friday night and I'm sitting home by myself watching movies... what the hell did i do to deserve this?

Yeah, I bought like 5 new DVDs this afternoon on my lunch hour at Best Buy. I decided to grab what I needed for my collection... Any Given Sunday, The Replacements, The Saint, South Park "The Movie", and Empire Records.

Tonight I decided I would watch 2Fast 2Furious again, and then I would watch Empire Records... And I did in fact watch both. Absolutely love Empire Records... I can even remember the 1st time I saw it... those were happier days... about what... 2-3 years ago I guess. Watched the movie tonight, and that flood came back :P at least I know this time it wont last... there is no reason for it too... thank god. Its good im over that. Now i just need to find a way to get the hell outta the house and meet people or something.

I'm thinking tomorrow I'll go hang out at Fireside and see the live band or something... I guess it really all depends on my day, but it would seem like a good idea or something. I mean its not like anyone is going to be around this weekend anyway...

At least next week should fly... only working 4 days, going to see a concert, and probably going to my aunt's for the weekend. Plus, I think I'll end up seeing "Constantine" at some point that weekend or something. I REALLY wanna see that movie!

Then of course we have Monday... By far the most wicked and EVIL day this earth has to offer. I FUCKING HATE VALENTINES DAY! I think Monday I will wear my traditional V-Day black on black on black with the black trench coat and my hair down... I think it will help me avoid the world.

Welp, thats all for now, I've killed enough time tonight. Maybe its time for another movie... Wonder what is next... Hrm...

Until next time...
Farewell...

Oh yeah.. and for those of you who wanna know what kinda movie nut I am... here is my current updated list of DVDs :P (Mind you this is DVD, and not VCD or VHS collections)

Movies:

American Pie
American Pie 2
American Wedding
Any Given Sunday
The Art of War
Bad Boys
Bad Boys 2
Ballistic: Ecks vs Sever
Basic
Blade
Blade 2
Blow
Blue Collar Comedy Tour
Blue Collar Comedy Tour “Rides Again”
Blue Crush
The Bourne Identity
The Bourne Supremacy
Braveheart
The Breakfast Club
Broken Arrow
Brotherhood of the Wolf
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer
The Butterfly Effect
Chasing Amy
Clash of the Titans
Clerks
Cocktail
Collateral
The Color of Money
Con Air
Conan: The Barbarian
Conan: The Destroyer
The Count of Monte Cristo
The Craft
The Crow
The Crow 2: City of Angels
The Crow 3: Salvation
Cruel Intentions 2
Dark Blue
Days of Thunder
Demolition Man
The Devil’s Advocate
Die Hard
Die Hard 2: Die Harder
Die Hard 3: Die Hard with a Vengence
Dogma
Drive Me Crazy
Dungeons and Dragons
Eight Mile
Eight Millimeter
Empire Records
Enemy of the State
Entrapment
EuroTrip
Face/Off
The Faculty
Fair Game
Falling Down
The Fast and the Furious
The Fast and the Furious (Special Edition)
The Fast and the Furious 2: 2Fast 2Furious
The Fifth Element
Fight Club
Final Destination
Final Fantasy : The Spirits Within
First Knight
The Forgotten
40 Days and 40 Nights
From Hell
Full Metal Jacket
Garden State
The Girl Next Door
Gladiator
Grease
Go
Gone in 60 Seconds
Gothika
Harry Potter: The Sorcerer’s Stone
Harry Potter: The Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter: And the Prisoner of Azkaban
Heat
Hellboy
Hidalgo
Highlander: 25 Anniversary Edition
Highlander: Immortal Edition
Highlander 2: Renegade Version
Highlander: End Game
History of the World Pt. 1 (Mel Brooks)
Ice Age
Independence Day
Interview with the Vampire
Insomnia
Jay and Silent Bob: Strikes Back
Jersey Girl
Kill Bill: Volume 1
Kill Bill: Volume 2
King Arthur
The Last Samurai
The League of Extraordinary Gentleman
Lethal Weapon
Lethal Weapon 2
Lethal Weapon 3
Lethal Weapon 4
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
Lord of the Rings: Two Towers
Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring (Extended Version)
Lord of the Rings: Two Towers (Extended Version)
Lord of the Rings: Return of the King (Extended Version)
The Lost Boys
Mallrats
Matrix
Matrix: Reloaded
Matrix: Revolutions
Meet the Parents
Men in Black
Minority Report
Monty Python: And the Holy Grail
Mortal Kombat
Mortal Kombat: Annihilation
My Boss’ Daughter
My Cousin Vinny
The New Guy
Nightmare on Elm Street
Nightmare on Elm Street 2
Nightmare on Elm Street 3
Nightmare on Elm Street 4
Nightmare on Elm Street 5
Nightmare on Elm Street: Freddy’s Dead
Nightmare on Elm Street: Wes Cravens New Nightmare
Freddy vs Jason
Ninth Gate
Ocean’s Eleven
Office Space
One Upon A Time In Mexico
Out Cold
The Patriot
Paycheck
Pearl Harbor
Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl
Pitch Black
Pitch Black 2: The Chronicles of Riddick
Playing God
Point Break
Pulp Fiction
The Punisher
Queen of the Damned
The Recruit
Reign of Fire
The Replacements
Resident Evil
Resident Evil 2: Apocalypse
Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves
The Rock
Rollerball
Rundown
The Saint
Scarface
Scent of a Woman
Secret Window
Shanghai Noon
The Shawshank Redemption
Shrek
Shrek 2
Simone
The 6th Day
The Skulls
Sleepy Hollow
Snake Eyes
South Park “The Movie”
Spaceballs (Mel Brooks)
Spiderman
Spiderman 2
Strange Days
Star Trek: Nemesis
Surviving the Game
Swordfish
Taking Lives
Ten Things I Hate About You
Terminator 2
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Timeline
Time Machine
Tombstone
Top Gun
Troy
Twister
Underworld
Underworld: Extended Version
Unfaithful
Vampires
Van Helsing
Vanilla Sky
National Lampoons: Van Wilder
Varsity Blues
Vertical Limit
Walking Tall
What Women Want
White Oleander
The Whole Nine Yards
The Whole Ten Yards
X-Men
X-Men: 1.5 (Extended X-Men)
X-Men 2: X2
xXx

Anime:

Akira
Animatrix
Foamy: Neurotically Yours – Collection One
Foamy: Neurotically Yours – Collection Two
Samurai X
Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust
R. Kenshin: 12 Disc Set

Series:

Angel: Season 1
Angel: Season 2
Angel: Season 3
Angel: Season 4
Hercules: Season 1
Hercules: Season 2
Smallville: Season 1
Smallville: Season 2
Smallville: Season 3

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 23:06:27 GMT

Hrm, This is odd, I don't really have anything to complain about today...
Today at work we got told about our raises and bonuses for the year.. which was absolutely awesome. I certain cannot complain about that!

Nothing else really to talk about really. Life is still sucky and the same. Go figure.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 21:11:09 GMT

Another day... another disappointment.
So I made the mistake of telling something to someone... guess what? Not going to work out. Oh well... Back to square one I guess... or somewheres theres abouts.

Today sucked donkey nuts... Did like 4 hours of meetings today at work, got almost no work done... though, at least the 2nd meeting was better... the 1st one was like 2-1/2 hours of sitting on the phone without a headset listening to someone teach... then I will have to take a test on it in a couple days. Thankfully this one will be open book and I will being home to do it, as I'm too busy lately at work... or something.

Well, I guess as a whole, today just totally sucks. I think it's just starting to set it. Oh well... It's not like I haven't been down this road 500,000 times or something. Guess what, nothing new. Disappointment is a way of life for me. And I cannot imagine myself without the constant disappointment. Maybe someday someone will surprise me though.

Anyway... Gone for now... stuff to do, food to eat... need to get the hell outta here.

Until next time,
Farewell.

P.S. I finally come back and everyone is gone... what the hell people. Comments or something! Being me back to life... Ressurrect me!

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 21:25:17 GMT

Well... I guess it has been months since I've updated. It's not like I've had much of anything to say recently. My life has been essentially the same without much change. I have finally gotten over Aimee, which god damn took me long enough to do. I also have finally started going out some more... get me away from my house. While I have been working as usual, I have also found time to goto clubs to see live bands and goto the Fireside in Denville just to kick back.

December was rather uneventful... Xmas was the usual holiday. Got some new DVDs and CDs, but all and all it was the same as any other year really.

January was much of the same old usual boring life. We did get some snow, which was annoying to say the least. Once the snow started it didn't want to stop... for like a week straight. Though the one thing I can say about January was closer to the end when I realized that I no longer was obsessing over my ex (which for all intents and purposes... is the name now...).

February so far, while early in the month still has been slightly more amusing. Yesterday was my mom's birthday. For about an hour I hung out with her and her friends at the Legion in celebratation of her bday. Was nice, but it was not my scene. I was also invited to go out with someone from work... which I ended up doing. First, we were at Rattlesnake Ranch, however the band there sucked and the place was too packed to move. We then moved on to an art gallery thing for about 15 minutes or so, and then off to Fireside for some drinks and a good live band.

Sad thing is though, this person I went out with from work... I think I like her... well I know I do. I have for quite some time now, but have never been able to say anything about it or think about it too much. I guess I'm just not good at trying to tell people how I feel. Plus, I don't know if I wanna trash a friendship that is beginning,,, it's about time I have some more friends added to my life. I don't know... i think this is going to be a perdicament that is going to eat me alive one way or another.

Next Thursday, after work I will be going to see a concert at Irving Plaza in NY with friends from work as well... this one should be fun. I have never seen this band, and I just copied their CD and listened to it last week. They are called "The Music"... while it is differant than my usual style, they are oddly good. I don't really know how to explain it though.

Anyway, this is the trials and tribulations I get to deal with now... Sigh... Over one and add another to pine over. Someone shoot me :)

Until next time...
Farewell.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 23:32:41 GMT

R.I.P. "Dimebag" Darrell Lance Abbott
8/20/1966 - 12/8/2004

Original Member of Pantera
Current Member of DamagePlan
Farewell to a great...

Sorry I haven;t been around lately. It has been rather busy at work and I just haven't had much time for the computer and to keep up with this site lately.

I promise, I will post-up a HUGE update soon. In the meantime... Know this... I still survive, and I will return.

Farewell.